i cant believe it...

its officially 19 dec now... i cant believe i'm going to be at the office in another 9 hrs' time. sigh... anyway i'm still up at this hour cos i hv to get my last pump session in at 1am before i hit the sack. i sure hope i can sustain this crazy lifestyle for another 3 mths so ethan can continue to be on 100% breast milk. this is extremely tough for me... those of u who know me well enuf will know wat a marathon sleeper i used to be (sleeping 12 hrs straight is a piece of cake!)

i'd never in my life imagined i could sacrifice so much sleep for anything or anyone. i finally found a reason to - and that 'reason' is sleeping soundly in his cot now :)